In 2022, during my last year at MG, I started to notice a change in myself. I couldn't tell if it was from learning how many lies I'd been surrounded by or if it was because I was becoming paranoid having to be in an environment that was deteriorating my mental state. Either way, my personality had started to change a lot during this time. Thank goodness I at least noticed it. I felt weird and twitchy a lot and didn't really know why but I felt like I would get angry more quickly. It was really odd, because even though I did get angry, it wouldn't ever be this fast and this harsh. I was forgetting things I needed to do throughout the day and just didn't feel "right" at all. To top it all off, there was just too much [[Things Said]] happening alongside [[The Monitoring]] and it was literally starting to make me feel crazy. During this time I figured that I was being drugged ([[_/The Industry/Other Info/Substances]]), as I'd smelled cocaine or crack or meth (I'm not really sure which or all and don't have familiarity with any of it outside of here) in the shop a number of times throughout the year and throughout me gaining more information on [[The Front]]. Towards the end of the line, I'd discovered that I had both cocaine and amphetamines in my system using some basic at home drug tests. It didn't surprise me as I'd even been right in the middle of a meeting between [[Ernest]] and [[Lion Heart]] where E was buying "ice" from Lion Heart and LH was tell him to "put some in the weed to get them addicted" so there's really no telling what I didn't see... All I know is I started to guard my water cup more and more during those last 5-6 months at MG. Although, I don't know how much that helped. I know he'd been drugging me for a while, either putting things in the air, in my water, in the weed (which I got from him) or who knows. There's really no telling and even if you questioned him in a torture room he'd probably just lie or think that lies were the truth. Ernest was the most masterful liar in the entire world. It was the thing he did best, better than any other talent.